over and over i keep
wondering why
then i give up and see
that look in your eyes
cause if i trip and fall
i’ll be to blame
and if i hit the wall
i’ll still be the same
wasting your time with
your so called friends
the one’s you adore and
the one;s you pretend
and it’s kind of sad
and deranged
but it’s not so bad that
it can’t be explained
cause in my mind
it’s all a waste of time
and there’s no excuse at all
then i realize surprise
you were right all along
and i wanna know
have i gone too far
have i sunk to a brand new low
and i want to know
if i’ve gone too far
cause i’ve lost all
my self-control
guilty as charged
ive been convicted and tried
was it too much to ask
for you to take my side
cause there’s nothing
here left to defend
when you it’s always me
that you blame in the end
cause in my mind
it’s the perfect crime
and there’s no excuse at all
then i realize surprise
you were right all along
nothing is what it seems
to me you’re sleeping
without the dreams
without you nothing defines me
when i’m slipping away
it’s the only you that can find me
and i over my head again
i’m falling from end to end