I haven’t seen the sun in seven days
I can’t remember when I saw your face
But I still believe that you led me through the wilderness
And you have not forgotten me through all of this
A million miles have led me to this place
Where all I’ve ever loved has been erased
Changing my song to a disenchanted lullaby
With a name I never really felt was mine
But I have learned that I can’t earn any love you’ve given
So I’m finding hope in letting go of all that I have made
Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless
So I am waiting patiently for you to change my name
Open up to my heart’s surgery
The waiting room’s of my reality
Where I still believe there’s a purpose to this pain inside
And you are not, not leaving me here to die
But formless hope will never know while the storm is raging
So I will strive to stay alive in these waves
Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless
So I am waiting patiently for you
Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless
So I am waiting patiently for you
I am waiting for you to change my name
To change my name
