Donґt know what it is, but I know that it ґs somewhere inside of my head.
Donґt know what it looks like, only know that it is driving me mad.
Whatever the cause, whatever the reason for it to be in me, maybe Iґll be
Like this until eternity. I couldnґt let go of it however hard I might have
Tried, I couldnґt get any control of it though I try to fight these
Thoughts in my head theyґre only driving me mad, I never see the good the
Good, I only see the bad.
Iґve gotta seize the day, so I can feel it !
Iґve gotta seize the day, so Iґll feel it, I feel it, Iґll feel it !
Donґt know what I wanґt, but I know that what I want is hard to get. Donґt know
What I have but I know what I would rather have instead, whenever I feel
This way I hate myself ґcause I canґt see, today is my day how happy I
Should be. I couldnґt let go of it, however hard I might have tried, I
Couldnґt get any control of it though I try to fight. Iґm locked up in my
Head, I think Iґd rather be dead, I never see the good, I only see the bad.
I gotta know if this is real, I gotta care for what I feel, ґcause what I
Am and who Iґll be, itґs all my fault, itґs up to me !