My crimson covered hands — clutch heart strings newly broken
moths breed in my entrails — hate washes through my fucking veins
friendship turns to disease — afflicting the weak of mind and heart
you are the growing cancer — eating at my fondest memories
7 abandoned years — thwart all affection
a million whispered lies — push fingernails into my palms
the knife slipped in — pushed by the most familiar hands
I fell upon — the comfort of your words
a flash of light — taught me a lesson in betrayal
I fell upon — the solace in your smile
7 wasted years — boiling in vomit
I will erase you — I will erase you from this heart
from my memory — I cut away
you’re just a name to me — a friend is now a ghost
I will never give again
you have forsaken any faith I had in you
all the love I had for you
I am reborn — Baptized in flame
Clean of your deceitful looming
friends are beneath me — I can’t face this pain again
I’ll die alone — But at least I’ll know who loves me
I am a shadow of myself — pent up in walls of human shit
annihilating — anything that bears your name
I am a hollowed wooden shell — made strong by that which I abhor
committing only — to creating your demise
and so I pray for sleep — and to see anything but red
all purpose has been drained from me
a friendship ends in pain — morose claims my every word
all trust has been carved out of me
wasted years — boiling in vomit
I will erase you — I will erase you from this heart
from my memory — I cut away
you’re just a name to me — a friend is now a ghost
