First taste is all it takes to burn out all the lies
Scraped skin from within, so now sick inside
I’m not one to lose control, but my insides are coming apart
I don’t know what else to do, but let this fucking burning start.
Worn out, no doubt I want to dissappear
My words, your skin, is no longer here
Don’t send me, don’t save me, can’t you see inside I’m breaking
It burns me, breeeds within me, this child inside is suffocating.
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How does it feel? — Do you want control?
How should it feel? — I think you want to know
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You used me up, was not enough, see how this world has fucked me up.
So abused, nothing to lose, so tired and sick of being used
I’ve lost my way, can’t stand to stay, now that every color has turned gray
Broken and sore, what am I waiting for, don’t wanna feel this fucking feeling
no more
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How does it feel? — I’ve lost control
Nothing is real — And I don’t wanna know
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You raped me, thrown, forgot me, left me here to die alone
Break me, shake me, don’t you wake me, I think it’s much worse than before
I’m not one to piss out my feelings, but this is the kind that hurts the most
Outside I am cracked and peeling and inside I’m feeling ten times worse.
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How does it feel? — There’s no control
Nothing is real — And I’m letting go
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Been here before, many times and more, don’t know why I bothered to leave here
for
It’s not a wish, can’t deal with it, I’m always falling into the same old shit
Sick of lying, broke down trying, I just can’t stand to think anymore
Scabbed and bleeding, what I’m needing, something strong to numb the feeling.
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That’s how it feels — With no control
Nothing is real — And I’ve let go.
