I wake to a wasteland
I try to understand
hates me, everyone
Satan’s got a gun
I’m skinned by my own thoughts
raped by every God
left with everything
feeling so lonely
I’m haunted every time
I fuckin close my eyes
I feel the evil force
eaten at my rotten corpse
I break down in dismay
crumble and decay
worst of this monstrosity
is that this is fuckin reality
Wake me up or I’ll lose my mind
this nightmare’s draining me inside
terrified to close my eyes
this nightmare makes me wanna die
When will I wake?
I wake in boiling sweat
dream will I forget
actions I do regret
erase then smear with shit
I flee from nothing there
possessed by, if I care
attempt to run away
manage to burn and pray
I fall an endless pit
and loving every bit
further that I go
escape this Hell I know
smashed down on 10 foot spikes
shoved deeper with her might
I bleed cold in despair
yet she doesn’t fuckin care
