Cut the line — I’m suffocating
Cannot feel — without I’m aching
Desire lost — my heart is racing
I feel cursed — am I mistaken
Doomed to walk the path that’s chosen
Regret — a mountain yet to climb
Belief — that pain will ease in time
Embrace — a life that I betrayed
The icing on the hate…
Trapped inside — this self-addiction
Forced to see my own afliction
Through the eyes — deseased reflections
Kaleidoscopic — death in segments
A second chance at resurrection
The high of high’s seemed endless
The shapeless fear ascending
Ride the carousel of punishment
The days of dazed emotions
And spells I cast seem broken
Ride the carousel of punishment
Cards are down — a choice needs making
Look a the past — or keep on dreaming
Pulled the plug — for now I’m winning
Closed the chapter — new beginnings
Closed the chapter — new beginnings
