I I am confused fighting myself
Wanting to give in needing your help
Skin cold with fear feel it when we touch
Outside I know you but inside I’m fucked
Can you see it in me skin cold from touch
Each turn confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer I push you away
You tell me it’s okay I can’t help but feel the pain
I hate you
Why are you taken?
I loved you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you
Why do I cry [try]? Why do I really [fucking] need to?
Why…
Fuck you, bitch!
Need to…fuck
Slut
