Wasting feeling breeding inside me
A shadow of something crawling behind me
And I’m pretending there´s nothing in there
But hearing those whispers makes me to believe
Here — I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet
Smell — In my breathe reminding smell of death
Dreams — In my head slowly fade away
The end -Is nearby me and I want it to be
The king — Inside my head seducing me to betray
You — The only one making myself me
The loss — In my life great it will be
The game — Is taking me and the prize is defeat
Defeat
Inevitable, my destiny
Best friend I’ve ever met
Hands stretching up to reach the sky
Grobing for a lifehold a place to stay
Fingers are slipping and I´m falling down
Into the world I know the world of sadness
Room — In my heart empty as a well
Still — Waiting for the victory to take
In vain — I’ve lost this game before I’ve even born
Defeat — My destiny all I ever get
