Holy Moses
Acceptance
standing — standing in front of the mirror
staring — into hollow eyes again
confronting — me with myself
watching — helpless selfinflicted pain
suffering — under these circumstances
feeling — broken and misused
knowing — that i`m living a lie
acceptance — that i`m unable to deny
acceptance
remembering — how it used to be
drouwing — in sorrow and ecstasy
growing — like a cancer in me
turning — myself into the enemy
i`m trapped —
with my back against the wall
frustration — takes its all
i`m trapped —
with my back against the wall
frustration — let frustration take its tall
no need — no need to talk to myself again
no need — to think that i can change the way i am
no need — to fool myself around again
needing — to accept what i am
i feel the need to accept that
i`m not the one i thought i am
acceptance