I’m a man without a soul…Honey—
Who lost it while parading it, in a town full of thieves—
Y’see I didn’t wanna be with any people I know.
But god knows, I didn’t wanna be alone—
So I showered down—left my little room
And jumped in my car for protection from hostility
Well it ain’t easy to be bold—in an unknown city—
I was feeling strong mouthed, but weak willed.
When I ran into the cure…for my ills—
Don’t tell me what your name is—
I want your body, not your mind,
I want a feeling, worth paying for before I say goodbye
But as I was talking, I couldn’t look her in the eyes,
I just kept wondering,—
How many men unleashed their frustration between her thighs?
Well my adrenalin, was curdling like cream,
As I was being led by the hand.
Through the sound of sirens—
And the distant noise of some drunken jazz band,
Through the stench of disinfectant—
That «INFECTED» my head,
Through the darkness of a corridor
And into a strangers bed.
Well I didn’t wanna hurt your feelings, honey
But I couldn’t suppress my own,
I had to pull myself outta this nosedive
By proving something to myself.
She was lying on her back
With her lips parted.
Squealing like a stuffed pig—
I was going through the motions
Faking the emotions,
And wriggling around like lizard in a tin.
Trying so hard to cleanse myself,
I was turning into somebody else.
I was trying so hard to please myself,
I was turning into somebody else.
I was trying so hard to be myself
I was turning into somebody else.
Come my love—with your desire—
Out of the blue…and into the fire!!