Killed—but i’m still struggling, to hold on to
You—i know i’m failing. it feels like my arms
Are tied to my hips, and i, just tripped i’m
Falling—
But not because i’m lovesick or am i lovesick?
It felt so warm with you and now my own bed
Feels foreign to me—i guess i just hate things,
That are empty and i’m sleepy—
But not because i’m lovesick or am i lovesick?
It seems like my world is falling to it’s end,
It seems like the color gray.
Pictures in perfect color with words to listen to,
That’s the scene i saw—and now, that my hope is
Crushed, and fingernails are gone, i’m bleeding—
But not because i’m lovesick or am i lovesick?
Please don’t hold out on me, the distance cant be
That far, it can’t be—this is confusing me, what’s
Wrong with me? what’s wrong, with me?
I’m not lovesick or could i be? i’m so—confused
What’s wrong with me?