I’ve got a feeling
with the wrong people
and I can’t control my thoughts
I wish that I could sleep
and just get this over with
…this is only high school bullshit…
I just want to feel
I was warned
absolutley numb
no good around people
everyone knows and watches me
how did I get here tonight?
what am I doing here?
how did I reach this state?
how did I lose my sight?
I’m lost… I’m freaking
and everybody knows… everyone’s watching
…so here’s all my hopes and aspirations
nothing but puke
god, it’s so lonely…
I just want to feel