I loved this person who didn’t love me
I stuck around hoping that they would see
Unwilling to loose
Reluctant to care
So confident in the substances we’d share
And it was like
There was a ghost who haunted my head
Paid close attention to every word he said
Gave him perfection gave all I could give
But what he wanted was for me not to live
And it was like
Blank and so beautiful
Beige and benign
You’re pulling ahead
Left me falling behind
(bummer)
Blank and so beautiful
Beige and benign
You’re pulling ahead
Left me falling behind
(bummer)
Blank and so beautiful
Beige and benign
You pulling ahead
Left me falling
Blank and so beautiful
Beige and benign
You pulled ahead
Left me failing
I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party and I was never the same
I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party and I was never the same