Nothing to recall
What if I just cannot give a name
To what I think there is to blame
I’m only
freezing it out
Castaway too
numb to feel
Hail or silk or burning steel
I’m wounded by wars
I never really fought
Danny says it happens
but I would rather say
I’m deserving my time
to breathe and scream it out
And how would anyone expect me
here to shout
«I’m glad myself is back»»
I long to cry out loud
I’ve been outside myself
and frosting in your doubts
But I won’t trail along with…
Lithium as I wake up
Coffee to anaesthetize my shame
Doctors make it harder