From: meg [email protected]
There are just too many
times that people
have have tried to look inside of me
wondering what I think of you
and I protect you out of courtesy
too many times that I have
held on when I needed to push away
afraid to say what was on my mind
afraid to say what I needed to say
too many
things that you have said about me
when I am not around
you think having the upper hand
means you have got to keep putting me down
but I have had too many stand-offs with you
it is about as many as I can stand
just wait untill the upper hand
is mine
so many people like me
put so much trust in all your lies
so concerned with what you think
to just say what we feel inside
so many people like me
walk on eggshells all day long
all I know is that all I want
is to feel like I am not stepped on
there are so many things you say
that make me feel like you are crossed the line
what goes up will surely fall
and I am counting down the time
cause I have had so many stand-offs with you
it is about as much as I can stand
so I am waiting untill the upper hand
is mine
one minute you are on top
the next you are not
watch it drop
making your heart stop
just before you hit the floor
one minute you are on top
the next you are not
missed your shot
making your heart stop
you think you won
the next you are not
missed your shot
making your heart stop
you think you won
and then it is all gone
I know I will never trust a single thing you say
you knew your lies woould divide us
but you lied anyway
and all the lies have got you foating
up above us all
but what goes up has got to fall