Living life don’t you cry
My life pain is God
Many nights painful thoughts occur
Yell at me again I’m numb
In denial I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy
All I see a hate deep inside
Startle me someone save me
Now these memories fill my heart
They bury me
All I want to do is kill you
(You are not my real mother I’ll beat and stab and fuck her ) (x4)
Looking back I was never ever right you were my step mom
Who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin’ in and I’d say hello but you’d slap me
And you’d make some fucked up comment about my clothes, but I tried to
Let it pass
But the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass
Laying dead, so I popped some more caps in your ass now your son is
Not so good
Mother fucking bitch never try to beat me!
You make me lie, it hurt so
All I want to do is kill you (x4)
(You are not my real mother, I’ll beat and stab and fuck her ) (x2)
Wish you were dead now
Now, right now
How can I cry over someone I never loved? (x2)
Never loved (x2)
