[Music by Arkdae, Lyrics by Sombre CГѓВїr]
«Cette douleur ineffable qu’est l’incision profonde,
Ne reprГѓВ©sente dГѓВ©sormais qu’une banale ecchymose
Face ГѓВ mon mal cГѓВ©rГѓВ©bral chaque jour croissant.
Je pensais me vider de mes malheurs, de mes tourments,
Mais chaque jour une cicatrice de plus se formait autour de mon c?ur,
sans pour autant, m’apporter de rГѓВ©ponse…
Je n’ai pu combattre pour cet idГѓВ©al, cette forteresse,
J’ai perdu tout espoir face ГѓВ ce grand ГѓВ©difice, empiriquement inaccessible…
Jour aprГѓВЁs jour, ma raison disparu, laissant place au dГѓВ©sespoir,
Et ГѓВ la chute de l’empire pour lequel j’aurais tant voulu combattre.
Je prГѓВ©fГѓВЁre mourir plutГѓВґt que de voir cette sociГѓВ©tГѓВ©
Prendre la forme que j’ai toujours rejetГѓВ©e…
Je n’ai d’autres solutions que celle de partir seul,
volontairement esseulГѓВ©,
PlutГѓВґt que de rester ici bas, ГѓВ me morfondre dans mon ГѓВ©chec.»
[Translation]
[Death before Dishonour]
[Music by Arkdae, Lyrics by Sombre CГѓВїr]
This ineffable pain -the deep incision-
Now only represents a common wound
Compared to my ever-growing brain damage
I thought I would get emptied of my wretchedness and torments
But each day a new scar appeared around my heart
Yet without granting me any answer…
I couldn’t fight for this ideal, for this fortress,
I lost all hope in front of this huge edifice, empirically unreachable…
Day after day my reason was disappearing,
Leaving room for despair
And for the fall of the empire for which
I would have so much liked to fight.
I prefer to die instead of witnessing society
Take the shape I had always rejected…
I have no other solution than that of going away, voluntarily alone,
Instead of staying down here, lamenting for my failure…
[Translated from french by Aries]