Don??™t tell me how to believe
I know it takes a little time
And all I??™m doing is trying to get by
But it??™s killing me just to try
Feel like I am wasting my life
And I don??™t wanna give up
What if I??™m not strong enough
Don??™t wanna be what I??™m not
But I??™m giving all I got
Cali how was I supposed to know
If this is really it why do I feel like letting go
Cali I thought I knew I was gonna be
I was ready to show them all
Why do I feel like I??™m not me
Why do I feel like I??™m not me
But I knew every word
Man I had it all down
There was nothing I forgot to say
How did it all turn around
And why did nothing go my own way
Cali how was I supposed to know
If this is really it why do I feel like letting go
Cali I thought I knew I was gonna be
I was ready to show them all
Why do I feel like I??™m not me
Why do I feel like I??™m not me
And you were some kind of a dream
Was it all a fantasy was it really meant to be
And they all said this was the real deal
Now how am I supposed to feel
Cali how was I supposed to know
If this is really it why do I feel like letting go
Cali I thought I knew I was gonna be
I was ready to show them all
Why do I feel like I??™m not me
Why do I feel like I??™m not me
California
